These last couple months have really not been the best for me. Actually, they've been pretty damn terrible. I know this sounds wierd, but I am literally madly in love with my ex-bf and best friend, and the thing is, right now hes going out with this girl who USED to be one of my best friends, so it sucks. Its really hard on me seeing them in the hallways all the time, hooking up in front of my locker, all that shit. And the thing is, he doesn't even know it bothers me, I try to put on a happy face when we talk, be no one really knows how much Im dying inside. I know its stupid to put a boy first in your life, and I dont mean to sound cocky but, Im one of those girls who seems to ALWAYS get the guys, and when I dont have the guy I want, I completely stress out over it, and it really ruins my life. I try not to think about it, but I seem to see his name everywhere, hear a song on the radio that reminds me of him, find an old necklace that he gave me, etc. and it just makes it worst. I dont mean to dump this out on you guys, but it feels better just to let all of this out. Thanks for your support guys, and I love you all <333

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